Mom will never come to live with us.
She won't come or you don't want her to come?
It's not a question of my wish. She won't come herself.
Kashf, but you can at least ask her.
Why do you insist on useless things?
What is useless in this?
I don't want to take anyone's favor.
Books are not better friends than humans.
Why?
Because they share a lot with you.
But you can't share anything with them.
They don't have the warmth that humans have.
The pain of sharing pain.
When you talk like this,
when you talk like this,
then you seem like a hero to me.
Give me your phone. I don't know why I'm not getting a text from here.
Take it on the table.
And hurry up.
Asmara, what is your relation with Asmara?
What is going on between you two?
What are you talking about?
You tell me, what am I talking about?
A husband and wife should share everything, right?
Asmara is an old friend of mine.
There is nothing wrong between us.
Saroon, old friend or ex-fiance?
She was my friend even before she became my fiance.
You are probably the biggest hypocrite in the world.
You are the most stupid woman in the world.
Yes, you are right, Saroon.
I am the most stupid woman in the world because I married you.
What is the trust on you?
Even though you weren't worth it.
I am not betraying you.
And even after spending a year with me, you think I am a cheap person.
I feel sorry for your thinking.
And after that, we should really think
whether we should keep this relation or not.
I have thought about it.
Who are you talking to for such a long time, dear?
Mother, Saroon sent a divorce.
Saroon, Saroon sent a divorce.
Sir, have your breakfast.
I am not hungry.
What should I make for dinner?
Nothing.
What should I make for dinner?
Nothing.
Hey, what is this, dear?
You haven't eaten anything.
I am not hungry, mother.
Why are you not hungry?
You shouldn't have stopped eating in this condition.
Come on, I am watching you.
Saroon has spoiled you a little too much.
Nothing.
I have spoiled his habits.
Who is there with him?
Nazim.
Okay.
Have you cooked something for him?
Yes.
You have done a very good thing.
Now that you have given him the habit of eating what you cook,
then whenever you go out, dear, freeze the food.
When I was with you people, dear,
I have seen that Saroon is not used to eating his food.
I don't know if he will have breakfast in the morning or not.
Amjad comes very late.
He is not a small child.
If he is hungry, he will eat something or the other.
If he doesn't eat from home, he will eat something from the office.
So, thank you everybody for joining us today for a brief presentation on the HR department's progress.
I will take you through recruitment, training and a new HR initiative that we have come up with.
Let's start with recruitment.
Basically, we had 71 inductions last year of which the majority were in junior management.
In fact, 74%, 20% in middle management and only 7% in senior management.
Employee turnover was actually quite good last year.
We had a number of trainings.
Most of our trainings were in production but we also managed some trainings in corporate and technical as well.
So, Saroon, what do you think?
It was her fault.
Sorry, I was a bit distracted.
Kashif, I am a one woman man.
You men never get tired of lying so much.
Why?
What is there to lie about in this?
I am a one woman man.
I am, you see.
I am a one woman man.
I am very serious, you know.
I don't believe in dishonesty from my wife after marriage.
Don't you believe me?
Give me some time.
It will come again.
Then we will know about all your lies and truth.
Okay.
It is very important for a husband to trust his wife.
He would be with her.
Yes, I also believe in this.
But I don't believe in putting dust in the eyes in the name of trust.
So you think I can deceive you?
I didn't say that.
But I can sense it.
Kashif, do you have any kind of doubt or doubt about me?
No.
There is no such thing.
If there is such a thing, then get it out of your mind.
Because after marriage, I don't care about any girl.
And even if there was, I would hide it and wear it.
I don't care about any girl.
And even if there was, I would hide it and wear it.
I will get married directly.
Are you threatening me about the second marriage?
I am not threatening you.
I am just telling you to do whatever you want to do openly.
I don't know if I should appreciate you for this or get angry with you.
I want to appreciate you.
Because you won't find a girl like me anywhere.
Thank you.
Loveopal
Watch your back son, but neverpinch her youth or black magic or..."
but never win her heart...
Or else look..
She doesn't do anything.
She always kept doing nasty things.
One full day was goes.
but he never called.
Had nothing else then she could have told me in Karachi.
There is no such thing as manners in that woman.
Thank you mother.
Did Zaroor call you dear?
No.
You have been here since yesterday, he called once and asked about your health.
So what?
I don't care about him either.
Then you should have called him and told him that you are fine.
That poor man would be worried sitting at home about you.
He won't be worried about me.
He must be busy with his life, with his friends.
Kashif, have you had a fight with Zaroor?
Something like that.
But why dear? What did you fight about?
Mother, don't ask me such questions.
I can't give you an answer for that.
Look dear, a man and a woman fight.
But that doesn't mean that a person leaves his house after fighting every time.
Why do you say such things?
Do you think that I am going to leave my house on such a small matter?
Something must have happened.
That is why I have taken this step.
If you say so, I will call and talk to him.
I will call and talk to him.
If there is any problem, we will find a solution for it dear.
Mother, if I wanted to patch up, I wouldn't have left my house.
Anyway, he didn't throw me out of the house.
I came here on my own will.
If you don't want to patch up, then what do you want?
Don't ask mother.
I don't even know what I want.
Look dear, don't make any decision in haste.
Because this is not just a matter of your life.
This is also a matter of your children's life.
Mother, I won't be in black just because I am going to be a mother.
What will happen to my children?
I want to keep my relationship with Zahroor on the basis of self respect, equality and loyalty.
I want to keep my relationship with Zahroor on the basis of equality.
Not because of helplessness, blackmail and children.
Amjad.
Yes sir.
Then where is the black suit?
It must be hanging in the wardrobe.
Come and see.
Where is it?
Sorry sir, I remembered.
It must have gone to the wardrobe.
Then what should I wear?
You can wear something else. I will bring it tomorrow.
Didn't I call you for advice?
Keep talking all day. Don't work.
Have you seen the condition of the bathroom?
The way I leave it, it remains the same.
Sir, Kashab madam cleans the bathroom.
Now I have told you.
Now you have to do the same.
Okay.
When will Kashab madam come?
What do you mean by this?
Go and do your work.
I don't care.
He can do whatever he wants.
He can roam with whoever he wants.
When I don't want to spend my life with him,
I don't even want to think about him.
Kashab, this marriage was the biggest mistake of my life.
You have no idea how much I regret for this mistake.
I have an idea, Zaroor.
You forget.
I know you better than you know yourself.
You were right about Kashaf.
There is nothing common between me and him.
I am so sorry, Zaroor.
Because of me, so many problems have arisen between you and Kashaf.
I also didn't know that Kashaf can be so stupid.
It is your fault.
You should have told him about us.
Why did you hide all this from him?
You are right.
I don't understand why I hid all this from him.
What did he want to say?
Nothing.
If I was in his place, I would have reacted like this.
The difference is Asmara, I can expect anything from you.
I can't do this to him.
You don't have to take his side so much.
I think there is a fight between your daughter and daughter in law.
Why?
You can ask him the reason.
But there is something wrong.
When I talked to Kashaf on the phone, she said that Zaroor is not at home.
And when I talked to Zaroor now, he said that he has been watching TV at home for two hours.
I think there is a lack of coordination between the two.
Are you thinking of a joke?
And I am worried.
I am happy.
I have been missing my son for so many months.
Now seeing him in tension, I am happy that the wedding is about to start.
At least I didn't expect this from you.
Talk to him and make him understand.
Beautiful.
Come in.
What is it?
Sir, the food is served.
Serve it, I am coming.
Come in.
Amjad.
Yes sir.
The meat is raw.
It wasn't raw sir.
If it is raw, I am telling you.
Otherwise I will go crazy and spoil your food.
I can smell it.
Did you bring the meat today?
Yes, I just made it fresh.
I brought it today.
Which lentil did you make?
You know that I don't eat this lentil.
What are you doing?
I don't know what you do all day.
Have you forgotten how to cook?
I don't know how to cook. You forget how to eat.
Okay, go.
Do you like the voices on the phone?
I didn't have to.
Do you want me to turn it off?
I don't want to hear it.
I just want to hear it.
It's like being cool.
I don't...
I don't want to hear it.
These husbands are the most ungrateful creatures.
And the way they talk about the right way,
it's worth two crores.
No one cares about the right way.
How do you know?
You are sitting here.
He must be missing you.
Don't put any doubts in my mind.
That's why I didn't want to get married.
I didn't want to get into this trouble.
You wanted me to get married, right?
Zaroon will do this.
He will do that.
I had a good life.
It got ruined for no reason.
God forbid, dear.
What are you saying?
Zaroon turned out to be the same man as everyone else.
There is no difference in him.
Didn't your mother-in-law call you?
Maybe Zaroon told her.
Mother, Zaroon didn't say anything to her.
He just called me by chance.
How long will this go on, dear?
Why?
Are you fed up of me?
No, dear.
It's not like that.
But a husband and wife shouldn't drag each other into a fight.
You should, dear.
Otherwise, a small thing becomes a big deal.
Mother, it's not a small thing.
And what do you think?
That I will leave the house that I made with so much love for a small thing?
Okay, tell me.
What is the matter?
Maybe I have a solution.
Only Zaroon has the solution to this problem.
I don't know if he has a solution or not.
I don't know.
I loved him a lot, mother.
Doesn't he value my love?
You love him a lot, dear.
So why don't you give in?
No.
At least I don't give in to this problem.
Why do you insist, dear?
There is no book of accounts in love.
There is no ego, dear.
And the one who gives in is the biggest, dear.
I don't know.
I spent so much of my life.
I don't know which mad dog made me get married.
I can't share anything with anyone.
What do I tell anyone?
And what does she think of me?
I am such a loafer,
that I will not care for my wife,
I will not care for my kids,
and I will have an affair with my ex-marryman.
This is the limit.
So many days have passed,
she didn't even think of excusing me.
Come on, don't excuse me. Call her.
If she doesn't call,
she just messages me.
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All men are really very selfish.
They don't care about the feelings of a woman.
They don't care.
How can they care about anyone apart from themselves?
Even after marrying me,
Asmara didn't leave her heart.
If she wanted to keep it in her heart, she could have.
But why did she start meeting him?
Asmara
Kashf,
why are you crying so much?
What has happened?
Nothing good ever happens to me.
No one cares about me.
Kashf,
you are smart,
you are educated,
you are a woman yourself,
then why are you saying such things?
Isn't it, my child?
You should be happy
that you are going to become a mother.
You should pray to God
that your children are healthy.
What difference does it make whether they are a son or a daughter?
What difference does it make?
It makes a difference, mother.
At least I am educated in this society.
Zaroor never asked you to be his son.
Then why are you asking this on your mind?
Because I know that he wants a son.
No, my child, he never said that.
But if he is thinking like that, then I will make him understand.
What will you make him understand?
He doesn't care about me sitting here.
What will he do if he finds out about his daughters?
He is your first child, my child.
You will have a son again.
What happened to your daughter?
He is my first child,
but not a daughter,
I am having daughters.
By the way Kashf,
I didn't expect this reaction from you.
I have worked so hard all my life for you people.
I spent all my life erasing my son's manners.
And you,
are crying for the blessing of coming home, my child?
This is bad Kashf.
Come here.
Okay, that's it.
Okay.
I was not weak and cowardly as a woman.
But then,
why did I become a mother of daughters?
Am I a hypocrite?
Or helpless?
Or despite all my bravery, education and freedom,
I am still a traditional woman?
Should I ignore Zaroor's disloyalty?
For my children?
Or should I plan my life alone with these two children?
Should I prepare to spend my life the same way
that my mother spent while my father was alive?
Am I a hypocrite?
Oman,
who is this?
I knew he wouldn't pick up my call, I made a mistake by calling him, I made myself suffer so much, what's the use?
Hello?
How are you?
I'm fine, how are you?
I went to the doctor.
How are you?
My daughter is here.
I want to come back, I want to come to my home.
I want to come back, I want to come to my home, I want to come to my home.
I want to come back, I want to come to my home, I want to come to my home, I want to come to my home.
Why did mother make the fan so loud?
One more dream, I don't know when I'll get rid of these weird dreams.
What's wrong with you?
When did you come?
This morning from the 6 o'clock flight.
Why were you in such a hurry?
Why didn't you come?
Why were you going around with Asmara?
Why did you leave the house without asking me?
Why didn't you stop me?
Why didn't you say it?
Why would I have said it?
Why would I have stopped you?
Then why did you come?
I didn't come for you.
I came for my parents.
You didn't come for me.
Why would I come for you?
You are an average looking girl.
A stubborn, suspicious, angry stupid girl who doesn't even love me.
You are a very selfish, stubborn and flirtatious man who loves every woman.
I'll answer this question when I wake up.
If you remember.
You are the first and last man in my life.
I have never loved anyone except you.
And after you, I will not be able to love anyone.
I know.
Now go to sleep.
It's difficult.
Tell me one thing.
You will start crying when you are pregnant.
You will start crying when you find out about the children.
I have heard of tears of joy but I have never heard of crying for no reason.
You go to sleep now.
Really.
You are very sleepy.
Go to sleep.
Honestly speaking, I don't believe that you can doubt me.
I mean how could you believe that I am betraying you.
What else would I have done other than doubting you if you would hide things from me?
I haven't hidden anything from you Kashf.
Yes, it's true that you don't like Asmara.
I was going to meet her.
I thought that if I would tell you, you would get angry.
But you didn't get angry.
On the contrary, you started thinking that I am having an affair with her.
Okay, okay.
There is no need to explain these things.
You wanted to be upfront with me from the beginning.
What was the need to hide?
And on top of that, a lie.
I lied to you because I am scared of you.
You are scared of me?
One more lie.
I swear, I am really scared of you.
Why?
Who are you scared of?
Won't you say anything?
What?
Nothing.
Nothing what?
Nothing.
Do you want me to express my love to you?
No.
I already know that.
So you want me to say cheap dialogues to you?
I will say that I will die without you.
I will not be happy anywhere else except in your house.
I feel incomplete when I am not with you.
Will you say all this to me?
There is no question.
Why?
Do you want to start romance with me now?
Why can't I start romance with you?
Come on, say it.
Tell me.
What?
Something romantic.
Why do you want me to start romance with you?
Don't bother me now.
What?
Neither can I bother you nor can I start romance with you.
What can I do?
Didn't you remember when I left you at your parents' house?
I left you?
You left me yourself.
You don't care about me.
Why didn't you stop me?
I told you to stop me.
Yes.
Then it's fine, I am telling you.
What?
If you ever step out of this house again, I will break your legs.
Fine.
Fine?
You agreed so easily.
Look.
Life is a collection of many strange things.
Strange things, coincidences, miracles.
Sometimes I don't understand.
What will happen if I have to define it in a sentence?
Life is a collection of many strange things.
Like what Zarun calls it.
Life is a collection of many strange things.
Wives, families, children.
I can never wish for more than this.
Zarun has a habit of flattering me.
If he didn't know how to do this, he wouldn't have controlled me so easily.
Control?
Control is probably a wrong word.
To do it in your hand is probably a better expression.
He has fulfilled many of the shortcomings of my life.
He has changed my thinking.
He has removed me from the feeling of being a woman.
He has not allowed me to be free from the obsession of giving birth to a child.
We have only two daughters.
Many years ago, I used to blame God for all the problems that came into my life.
There were many complaints that I used to put in front of him all the time.
I will always regret the fact that I used to think God was wrong.
I used to think wrong about his power and wisdom.
I used to think that God doesn't love me.
But God loves all of us.
He gives us blessings and tests us.
But I don't know why I don't understand this quickly.
Years of marital bliss.
And in all these years, God has been very kind to me.
And whatever I thank him for, that is less.
Thank you.
My life is not over yet.
The only difference is that now I have less complaints about God in my diary.
I have learned to be satisfied with those things that he gives me.
And I have stopped searching for those things that are unreachable.
Life