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Mom will never come to live with us.

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She won't come or you don't want her to come?

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It's not a question of my wish. She won't come herself.

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Kashf, but you can at least ask her.

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Why do you insist on useless things?

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What is useless in this?

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I don't want to take anyone's favor.

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Books are not better friends than humans.

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Why?

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Because they share a lot with you.

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But you can't share anything with them.

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They don't have the warmth that humans have.

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The pain of sharing pain.

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When you talk like this,

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when you talk like this,

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then you seem like a hero to me.

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Give me your phone. I don't know why I'm not getting a text from here.

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Take it on the table.

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And hurry up.

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Asmara, what is your relation with Asmara?

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What is going on between you two?

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What are you talking about?

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You tell me, what am I talking about?

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A husband and wife should share everything, right?

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Asmara is an old friend of mine.

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There is nothing wrong between us.

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Saroon, old friend or ex-fiance?

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She was my friend even before she became my fiance.

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You are probably the biggest hypocrite in the world.

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You are the most stupid woman in the world.

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Yes, you are right, Saroon.

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I am the most stupid woman in the world because I married you.

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What is the trust on you?

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Even though you weren't worth it.

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I am not betraying you.

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And even after spending a year with me, you think I am a cheap person.

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I feel sorry for your thinking.

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And after that, we should really think

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whether we should keep this relation or not.

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I have thought about it.

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I have thought about it.

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Who are you talking to for such a long time, dear?

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Mother, Saroon sent a divorce.

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Saroon, Saroon sent a divorce.

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Sir, have your breakfast.

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I am not hungry.

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What should I make for dinner?

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Nothing.

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What should I make for dinner?

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Nothing.

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Hey, what is this, dear?

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You haven't eaten anything.

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I am not hungry, mother.

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Why are you not hungry?

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You shouldn't have stopped eating in this condition.

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Come on, I am watching you.

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Saroon has spoiled you a little too much.

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Nothing.

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I have spoiled his habits.

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Who is there with him?

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Nazim.

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Okay.

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Have you cooked something for him?

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Yes.

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You have done a very good thing.

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Now that you have given him the habit of eating what you cook,

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then whenever you go out, dear, freeze the food.

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When I was with you people, dear,

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I have seen that Saroon is not used to eating his food.

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I have seen that Saroon is not used to eating his food.

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I don't know if he will have breakfast in the morning or not.

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Amjad comes very late.

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He is not a small child.

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If he is hungry, he will eat something or the other.

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If he doesn't eat from home, he will eat something from the office.

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So, thank you everybody for joining us today for a brief presentation on the HR department's progress.

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I will take you through recruitment, training and a new HR initiative that we have come up with.

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Let's start with recruitment.

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Basically, we had 71 inductions last year of which the majority were in junior management.

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In fact, 74%, 20% in middle management and only 7% in senior management.

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Employee turnover was actually quite good last year.

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We had a number of trainings.

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Most of our trainings were in production but we also managed some trainings in corporate and technical as well.

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So, Saroon, what do you think?

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It was her fault.

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Sorry, I was a bit distracted.

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Kashif, I am a one woman man.

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You men never get tired of lying so much.

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Why?

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What is there to lie about in this?

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I am a one woman man.

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I am, you see.

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I am a one woman man.

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I am a one woman man.

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I am very serious, you know.

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I don't believe in dishonesty from my wife after marriage.

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Don't you believe me?

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Give me some time.

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It will come again.

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Then we will know about all your lies and truth.

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Okay.

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It is very important for a husband to trust his wife.

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He would be with her.

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Yes, I also believe in this.

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But I don't believe in putting dust in the eyes in the name of trust.

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So you think I can deceive you?

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I didn't say that.

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But I can sense it.

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Kashif, do you have any kind of doubt or doubt about me?

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No.

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There is no such thing.

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If there is such a thing, then get it out of your mind.

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Because after marriage, I don't care about any girl.

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And even if there was, I would hide it and wear it.

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I don't care about any girl.

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And even if there was, I would hide it and wear it.

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I will get married directly.

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Are you threatening me about the second marriage?

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I am not threatening you.

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I am just telling you to do whatever you want to do openly.

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I don't know if I should appreciate you for this or get angry with you.

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I want to appreciate you.

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Because you won't find a girl like me anywhere.

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Thank you.

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Loveopal

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Watch your back son, but neverpinch her youth or black magic or..."

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but never win her heart...

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Or else look..

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She doesn't do anything.

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She always kept doing nasty things.

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One full day was goes.

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but he never called.

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Had nothing else then she could have told me in Karachi.

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There is no such thing as manners in that woman.

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Thank you mother.

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Did Zaroor call you dear?

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No.

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You have been here since yesterday, he called once and asked about your health.

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So what?

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I don't care about him either.

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Then you should have called him and told him that you are fine.

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That poor man would be worried sitting at home about you.

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He won't be worried about me.

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He must be busy with his life, with his friends.

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Kashif, have you had a fight with Zaroor?

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Something like that.

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But why dear? What did you fight about?

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Mother, don't ask me such questions.

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I can't give you an answer for that.

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Look dear, a man and a woman fight.

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But that doesn't mean that a person leaves his house after fighting every time.

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Why do you say such things?

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Do you think that I am going to leave my house on such a small matter?

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Something must have happened.

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That is why I have taken this step.

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If you say so, I will call and talk to him.

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I will call and talk to him.

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If there is any problem, we will find a solution for it dear.

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Mother, if I wanted to patch up, I wouldn't have left my house.

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Anyway, he didn't throw me out of the house.

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I came here on my own will.

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If you don't want to patch up, then what do you want?

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Don't ask mother.

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I don't even know what I want.

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Look dear, don't make any decision in haste.

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Because this is not just a matter of your life.

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This is also a matter of your children's life.

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Mother, I won't be in black just because I am going to be a mother.

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What will happen to my children?

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I want to keep my relationship with Zahroor on the basis of self respect, equality and loyalty.

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I want to keep my relationship with Zahroor on the basis of equality.

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Not because of helplessness, blackmail and children.

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Amjad.

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Amjad.

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Yes sir.

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Then where is the black suit?

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It must be hanging in the wardrobe.

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Come and see.

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Where is it?

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Sorry sir, I remembered.

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It must have gone to the wardrobe.

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Then what should I wear?

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You can wear something else. I will bring it tomorrow.

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Didn't I call you for advice?

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Keep talking all day. Don't work.

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Have you seen the condition of the bathroom?

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The way I leave it, it remains the same.

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Sir, Kashab madam cleans the bathroom.

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Now I have told you.

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Now you have to do the same.

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Okay.

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When will Kashab madam come?

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What do you mean by this?

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Go and do your work.

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I don't care.

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He can do whatever he wants.

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He can roam with whoever he wants.

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When I don't want to spend my life with him,

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I don't even want to think about him.

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Kashab, this marriage was the biggest mistake of my life.

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You have no idea how much I regret for this mistake.

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I have an idea, Zaroor.

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You forget.

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I know you better than you know yourself.

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You were right about Kashaf.

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There is nothing common between me and him.

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I am so sorry, Zaroor.

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Because of me, so many problems have arisen between you and Kashaf.

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I also didn't know that Kashaf can be so stupid.

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It is your fault.

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You should have told him about us.

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Why did you hide all this from him?

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You are right.

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I don't understand why I hid all this from him.

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What did he want to say?

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Nothing.

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If I was in his place, I would have reacted like this.

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The difference is Asmara, I can expect anything from you.

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I can't do this to him.

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You don't have to take his side so much.

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I think there is a fight between your daughter and daughter in law.

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Why?

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You can ask him the reason.

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But there is something wrong.

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When I talked to Kashaf on the phone, she said that Zaroor is not at home.

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And when I talked to Zaroor now, he said that he has been watching TV at home for two hours.

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I think there is a lack of coordination between the two.

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Are you thinking of a joke?

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And I am worried.

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I am happy.

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I have been missing my son for so many months.

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Now seeing him in tension, I am happy that the wedding is about to start.

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At least I didn't expect this from you.

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Talk to him and make him understand.

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Beautiful.

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Come in.

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What is it?

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Sir, the food is served.

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Serve it, I am coming.

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Come in.

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Amjad.

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Yes sir.

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The meat is raw.

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It wasn't raw sir.

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If it is raw, I am telling you.

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Otherwise I will go crazy and spoil your food.

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I can smell it.

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Did you bring the meat today?

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Yes, I just made it fresh.

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I brought it today.

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Which lentil did you make?

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You know that I don't eat this lentil.

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What are you doing?

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I don't know what you do all day.

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Have you forgotten how to cook?

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I don't know how to cook. You forget how to eat.

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Okay, go.

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Okay, go.

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Do you like the voices on the phone?

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I didn't have to.

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Do you want me to turn it off?

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I don't want to hear it.

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I just want to hear it.

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It's like being cool.

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I don't...

266
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I don't want to hear it.

267
00:19:11,460 --> 00:19:15,460
These husbands are the most ungrateful creatures.

268
00:19:17,460 --> 00:19:19,460
And the way they talk about the right way,

269
00:19:20,460 --> 00:19:21,460
it's worth two crores.

270
00:19:22,460 --> 00:19:24,460
No one cares about the right way.

271
00:19:27,460 --> 00:19:28,460
How do you know?

272
00:19:28,460 --> 00:19:29,460
You are sitting here.

273
00:19:30,460 --> 00:19:31,460
He must be missing you.

274
00:19:32,460 --> 00:19:33,460
Don't put any doubts in my mind.

275
00:19:36,460 --> 00:19:37,460
That's why I didn't want to get married.

276
00:19:38,460 --> 00:19:39,460
I didn't want to get into this trouble.

277
00:19:40,460 --> 00:19:42,460
You wanted me to get married, right?

278
00:19:43,460 --> 00:19:44,460
Zaroon will do this.

279
00:19:44,460 --> 00:19:45,460
He will do that.

280
00:19:47,460 --> 00:19:48,460
I had a good life.

281
00:19:49,460 --> 00:19:50,460
It got ruined for no reason.

282
00:19:50,460 --> 00:19:52,460
God forbid, dear.

283
00:19:52,460 --> 00:19:54,460
What are you saying?

284
00:19:55,460 --> 00:19:57,460
Zaroon turned out to be the same man as everyone else.

285
00:19:57,460 --> 00:19:59,460
There is no difference in him.

286
00:20:00,460 --> 00:20:02,460
Didn't your mother-in-law call you?

287
00:20:04,460 --> 00:20:06,460
Maybe Zaroon told her.

288
00:20:07,460 --> 00:20:09,460
Mother, Zaroon didn't say anything to her.

289
00:20:09,460 --> 00:20:11,460
He just called me by chance.

290
00:20:14,460 --> 00:20:16,460
How long will this go on, dear?

291
00:20:17,460 --> 00:20:18,460
Why?

292
00:20:19,460 --> 00:20:20,460
Are you fed up of me?

293
00:20:20,460 --> 00:20:21,460
No, dear.

294
00:20:21,460 --> 00:20:22,460
It's not like that.

295
00:20:23,460 --> 00:20:27,460
But a husband and wife shouldn't drag each other into a fight.

296
00:20:27,460 --> 00:20:28,460
You should, dear.

297
00:20:28,460 --> 00:20:31,460
Otherwise, a small thing becomes a big deal.

298
00:20:31,460 --> 00:20:33,460
Mother, it's not a small thing.

299
00:20:34,460 --> 00:20:35,460
And what do you think?

300
00:20:36,460 --> 00:20:39,460
That I will leave the house that I made with so much love for a small thing?

301
00:20:40,460 --> 00:20:41,460
Okay, tell me.

302
00:20:41,460 --> 00:20:42,460
What is the matter?

303
00:20:42,460 --> 00:20:44,460
Maybe I have a solution.

304
00:20:44,460 --> 00:20:46,460
Only Zaroon has the solution to this problem.

305
00:20:48,460 --> 00:20:50,460
I don't know if he has a solution or not.

306
00:20:50,460 --> 00:20:51,460
I don't know.

307
00:20:56,460 --> 00:20:58,460
I loved him a lot, mother.

308
00:20:59,460 --> 00:21:01,460
Doesn't he value my love?

309
00:21:02,460 --> 00:21:05,460
You love him a lot, dear.

310
00:21:05,460 --> 00:21:07,460
So why don't you give in?

311
00:21:08,460 --> 00:21:09,460
No.

312
00:21:11,460 --> 00:21:13,460
At least I don't give in to this problem.

313
00:21:14,460 --> 00:21:16,460
Why do you insist, dear?

314
00:21:16,460 --> 00:21:19,460
There is no book of accounts in love.

315
00:21:19,460 --> 00:21:21,460
There is no ego, dear.

316
00:21:22,460 --> 00:21:25,460
And the one who gives in is the biggest, dear.

317
00:21:49,460 --> 00:21:50,460
I don't know.

318
00:21:57,460 --> 00:21:59,460
I spent so much of my life.

319
00:21:59,460 --> 00:22:01,460
I don't know which mad dog made me get married.

320
00:22:04,460 --> 00:22:06,460
I can't share anything with anyone.

321
00:22:08,460 --> 00:22:09,460
What do I tell anyone?

322
00:22:10,460 --> 00:22:12,460
And what does she think of me?

323
00:22:13,460 --> 00:22:15,460
I am such a loafer,

324
00:22:15,460 --> 00:22:17,460
that I will not care for my wife,

325
00:22:17,460 --> 00:22:19,460
I will not care for my kids,

326
00:22:20,460 --> 00:22:23,460
and I will have an affair with my ex-marryman.

327
00:22:25,460 --> 00:22:26,460
This is the limit.

328
00:22:27,460 --> 00:22:28,460
So many days have passed,

329
00:22:28,460 --> 00:22:30,460
she didn't even think of excusing me.

330
00:22:32,460 --> 00:22:34,460
Come on, don't excuse me. Call her.

331
00:22:37,460 --> 00:22:39,460
If she doesn't call,

332
00:22:39,460 --> 00:22:41,460
she just messages me.

333
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334
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335
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336
00:23:47,460 --> 00:23:49,460
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337
00:24:04,460 --> 00:24:06,460
All men are really very selfish.

338
00:24:08,460 --> 00:24:10,460
They don't care about the feelings of a woman.

339
00:24:12,460 --> 00:24:13,460
They don't care.

340
00:24:15,460 --> 00:24:19,460
How can they care about anyone apart from themselves?

341
00:24:21,460 --> 00:24:23,460
Even after marrying me,

342
00:24:24,460 --> 00:24:26,460
Asmara didn't leave her heart.

343
00:24:27,460 --> 00:24:29,460
If she wanted to keep it in her heart, she could have.

344
00:24:30,460 --> 00:24:32,460
But why did she start meeting him?

345
00:24:45,460 --> 00:24:47,460
Asmara

346
00:24:57,460 --> 00:24:58,460
Kashf,

347
00:24:59,460 --> 00:25:01,460
why are you crying so much?

348
00:25:01,460 --> 00:25:03,460
What has happened?

349
00:25:04,460 --> 00:25:06,460
Nothing good ever happens to me.

350
00:25:08,460 --> 00:25:10,460
No one cares about me.

351
00:25:15,460 --> 00:25:16,460
Kashf,

352
00:25:16,460 --> 00:25:18,460
you are smart,

353
00:25:18,460 --> 00:25:19,460
you are educated,

354
00:25:19,460 --> 00:25:21,460
you are a woman yourself,

355
00:25:21,460 --> 00:25:23,460
then why are you saying such things?

356
00:25:24,460 --> 00:25:25,460
Isn't it, my child?

357
00:25:28,460 --> 00:25:30,460
You should be happy

358
00:25:30,460 --> 00:25:32,460
that you are going to become a mother.

359
00:25:32,460 --> 00:25:34,460
You should pray to God

360
00:25:34,460 --> 00:25:36,460
that your children are healthy.

361
00:25:36,460 --> 00:25:39,460
What difference does it make whether they are a son or a daughter?

362
00:25:41,460 --> 00:25:43,460
What difference does it make?

363
00:25:44,460 --> 00:25:46,460
It makes a difference, mother.

364
00:25:46,460 --> 00:25:48,460
At least I am educated in this society.

365
00:25:49,460 --> 00:25:52,460
Zaroor never asked you to be his son.

366
00:25:53,460 --> 00:25:56,460
Then why are you asking this on your mind?

367
00:25:57,460 --> 00:25:59,460
Because I know that he wants a son.

368
00:26:02,460 --> 00:26:04,460
No, my child, he never said that.

369
00:26:05,460 --> 00:26:08,460
But if he is thinking like that, then I will make him understand.

370
00:26:09,460 --> 00:26:10,460
What will you make him understand?

371
00:26:10,460 --> 00:26:12,460
He doesn't care about me sitting here.

372
00:26:13,460 --> 00:26:16,460
What will he do if he finds out about his daughters?

373
00:26:19,460 --> 00:26:21,460
He is your first child, my child.

374
00:26:22,460 --> 00:26:23,460
You will have a son again.

375
00:26:23,460 --> 00:26:25,460
What happened to your daughter?

376
00:26:25,460 --> 00:26:26,460
He is my first child,

377
00:26:26,460 --> 00:26:27,460
but not a daughter,

378
00:26:27,460 --> 00:26:29,460
I am having daughters.

379
00:26:32,460 --> 00:26:33,460
By the way Kashf,

380
00:26:35,460 --> 00:26:38,460
I didn't expect this reaction from you.

381
00:26:39,460 --> 00:26:43,460
I have worked so hard all my life for you people.

382
00:26:44,460 --> 00:26:49,460
I spent all my life erasing my son's manners.

383
00:26:51,460 --> 00:26:52,460
And you,

384
00:26:52,460 --> 00:26:55,460
are crying for the blessing of coming home, my child?

385
00:26:55,460 --> 00:26:56,460
This is bad Kashf.

386
00:27:00,460 --> 00:27:01,460
Come here.

387
00:27:05,460 --> 00:27:06,460
Okay, that's it.

388
00:27:09,460 --> 00:27:10,460
Okay.

389
00:27:18,460 --> 00:27:22,460
I was not weak and cowardly as a woman.

390
00:27:23,460 --> 00:27:24,460
But then,

391
00:27:25,460 --> 00:27:28,460
why did I become a mother of daughters?

392
00:27:30,460 --> 00:27:31,460
Am I a hypocrite?

393
00:27:32,460 --> 00:27:33,460
Or helpless?

394
00:27:34,460 --> 00:27:39,460
Or despite all my bravery, education and freedom,

395
00:27:40,460 --> 00:27:42,460
I am still a traditional woman?

396
00:27:44,460 --> 00:27:46,460
Should I ignore Zaroor's disloyalty?

397
00:27:47,460 --> 00:27:49,460
For my children?

398
00:27:50,460 --> 00:27:55,460
Or should I plan my life alone with these two children?

399
00:27:56,460 --> 00:27:58,460
Should I prepare to spend my life the same way

400
00:27:59,460 --> 00:28:02,460
that my mother spent while my father was alive?

401
00:28:03,460 --> 00:28:04,460
Am I a hypocrite?

402
00:28:20,460 --> 00:28:21,460
Oman,

403
00:28:23,460 --> 00:28:24,460
who is this?

404
00:28:24,460 --> 00:28:36,460
I knew he wouldn't pick up my call, I made a mistake by calling him, I made myself suffer so much, what's the use?

405
00:28:54,460 --> 00:29:05,460
Hello?

406
00:29:05,460 --> 00:29:11,460
How are you?

407
00:29:11,460 --> 00:29:17,460
I'm fine, how are you?

408
00:29:17,460 --> 00:29:21,460
I went to the doctor.

409
00:29:21,460 --> 00:29:27,460
How are you?

410
00:29:27,460 --> 00:29:36,460
My daughter is here.

411
00:29:36,460 --> 00:29:45,460
I want to come back, I want to come to my home.

412
00:29:45,460 --> 00:30:06,460
I want to come back, I want to come to my home, I want to come to my home.

413
00:30:15,460 --> 00:30:42,460
I want to come back, I want to come to my home, I want to come to my home, I want to come to my home.

414
00:30:42,460 --> 00:30:57,460
Why did mother make the fan so loud?

415
00:30:58,460 --> 00:31:24,460
One more dream, I don't know when I'll get rid of these weird dreams.

416
00:31:24,460 --> 00:31:26,460
What's wrong with you?

417
00:31:26,460 --> 00:31:30,460
When did you come?

418
00:31:30,460 --> 00:31:32,460
This morning from the 6 o'clock flight.

419
00:31:32,460 --> 00:31:34,460
Why were you in such a hurry?

420
00:31:34,460 --> 00:31:38,460
Why didn't you come?

421
00:31:38,460 --> 00:31:41,460
Why were you going around with Asmara?

422
00:31:41,460 --> 00:31:44,460
Why did you leave the house without asking me?

423
00:31:44,460 --> 00:31:46,460
Why didn't you stop me?

424
00:31:46,460 --> 00:31:47,460
Why didn't you say it?

425
00:31:47,460 --> 00:31:49,460
Why would I have said it?

426
00:31:49,460 --> 00:31:54,460
Why would I have stopped you?

427
00:31:54,460 --> 00:31:58,460
Then why did you come?

428
00:31:58,460 --> 00:32:00,460
I didn't come for you.

429
00:32:00,460 --> 00:32:04,460
I came for my parents.

430
00:32:04,460 --> 00:32:10,460
You didn't come for me.

431
00:32:10,460 --> 00:32:12,460
Why would I come for you?

432
00:32:12,460 --> 00:32:14,460
You are an average looking girl.

433
00:32:14,460 --> 00:32:21,460
A stubborn, suspicious, angry stupid girl who doesn't even love me.

434
00:32:21,460 --> 00:32:34,460
You are a very selfish, stubborn and flirtatious man who loves every woman.

435
00:32:34,460 --> 00:32:37,460
I'll answer this question when I wake up.

436
00:32:37,460 --> 00:32:41,460
If you remember.

437
00:32:41,460 --> 00:32:47,460
You are the first and last man in my life.

438
00:32:47,460 --> 00:32:52,460
I have never loved anyone except you.

439
00:32:52,460 --> 00:33:02,460
And after you, I will not be able to love anyone.

440
00:33:02,460 --> 00:33:10,460
I know.

441
00:33:10,460 --> 00:33:15,460
Now go to sleep.

442
00:33:15,460 --> 00:33:19,460
It's difficult.

443
00:33:19,460 --> 00:33:21,460
Tell me one thing.

444
00:33:21,460 --> 00:33:24,460
You will start crying when you are pregnant.

445
00:33:24,460 --> 00:33:28,460
You will start crying when you find out about the children.

446
00:33:28,460 --> 00:33:38,460
I have heard of tears of joy but I have never heard of crying for no reason.

447
00:33:38,460 --> 00:33:40,460
You go to sleep now.

448
00:33:40,460 --> 00:33:41,460
Really.

449
00:33:41,460 --> 00:33:46,460
You are very sleepy.

450
00:33:46,460 --> 00:33:51,460
Go to sleep.

451
00:33:51,460 --> 00:34:03,460
Go to sleep.

452
00:34:03,460 --> 00:34:08,460
Honestly speaking, I don't believe that you can doubt me.

453
00:34:08,460 --> 00:34:13,460
I mean how could you believe that I am betraying you.

454
00:34:13,460 --> 00:34:22,460
What else would I have done other than doubting you if you would hide things from me?

455
00:34:22,460 --> 00:34:25,460
I haven't hidden anything from you Kashf.

456
00:34:25,460 --> 00:34:30,460
Yes, it's true that you don't like Asmara.

457
00:34:30,460 --> 00:34:32,460
I was going to meet her.

458
00:34:32,460 --> 00:34:36,460
I thought that if I would tell you, you would get angry.

459
00:34:36,460 --> 00:34:37,460
But you didn't get angry.

460
00:34:37,460 --> 00:34:40,460
On the contrary, you started thinking that I am having an affair with her.

461
00:34:40,460 --> 00:34:41,460
Okay, okay.

462
00:34:41,460 --> 00:34:44,460
There is no need to explain these things.

463
00:34:44,460 --> 00:34:46,460
You wanted to be upfront with me from the beginning.

464
00:34:46,460 --> 00:34:48,460
What was the need to hide?

465
00:34:48,460 --> 00:34:56,460
And on top of that, a lie.

466
00:34:56,460 --> 00:35:01,460
I lied to you because I am scared of you.

467
00:35:01,460 --> 00:35:03,460
You are scared of me?

468
00:35:03,460 --> 00:35:04,460
One more lie.

469
00:35:04,460 --> 00:35:05,460
One more lie.

470
00:35:05,460 --> 00:35:07,460
I swear, I am really scared of you.

471
00:35:07,460 --> 00:35:15,460
Why?

472
00:35:15,460 --> 00:35:22,460
Who are you scared of?

473
00:35:22,460 --> 00:35:24,460
Won't you say anything?

474
00:35:24,460 --> 00:35:25,460
What?

475
00:35:25,460 --> 00:35:26,460
Nothing.

476
00:35:26,460 --> 00:35:27,460
Nothing what?

477
00:35:27,460 --> 00:35:29,460
Nothing.

478
00:35:29,460 --> 00:35:34,460
Do you want me to express my love to you?

479
00:35:34,460 --> 00:35:36,460
No.

480
00:35:36,460 --> 00:35:41,460
I already know that.

481
00:35:41,460 --> 00:35:45,460
So you want me to say cheap dialogues to you?

482
00:35:45,460 --> 00:35:51,460
I will say that I will die without you.

483
00:35:51,460 --> 00:35:56,460
I will not be happy anywhere else except in your house.

484
00:35:56,460 --> 00:36:02,460
I feel incomplete when I am not with you.

485
00:36:02,460 --> 00:36:04,460
Will you say all this to me?

486
00:36:04,460 --> 00:36:07,460
There is no question.

487
00:36:07,460 --> 00:36:10,460
Why?

488
00:36:10,460 --> 00:36:12,460
Do you want to start romance with me now?

489
00:36:12,460 --> 00:36:14,460
Why can't I start romance with you?

490
00:36:14,460 --> 00:36:15,460
Come on, say it.

491
00:36:15,460 --> 00:36:16,460
Tell me.

492
00:36:16,460 --> 00:36:17,460
What?

493
00:36:17,460 --> 00:36:19,460
Something romantic.

494
00:36:19,460 --> 00:36:22,460
Why do you want me to start romance with you?

495
00:36:22,460 --> 00:36:23,460
Don't bother me now.

496
00:36:23,460 --> 00:36:24,460
What?

497
00:36:24,460 --> 00:36:27,460
Neither can I bother you nor can I start romance with you.

498
00:36:27,460 --> 00:36:31,460
What can I do?

499
00:36:31,460 --> 00:36:35,460
Didn't you remember when I left you at your parents' house?

500
00:36:35,460 --> 00:36:37,460
I left you?

501
00:36:37,460 --> 00:36:40,460
You left me yourself.

502
00:36:40,460 --> 00:36:42,460
You don't care about me.

503
00:36:42,460 --> 00:36:47,460
Why didn't you stop me?

504
00:36:47,460 --> 00:36:50,460
I told you to stop me.

505
00:36:50,460 --> 00:36:53,460
Yes.

506
00:36:53,460 --> 00:36:55,460
Then it's fine, I am telling you.

507
00:36:55,460 --> 00:36:58,460
What?

508
00:36:58,460 --> 00:37:05,460
If you ever step out of this house again, I will break your legs.

509
00:37:05,460 --> 00:37:07,460
Fine.

510
00:37:07,460 --> 00:37:09,460
Fine?

511
00:37:09,460 --> 00:37:12,460
You agreed so easily.

512
00:37:12,460 --> 00:37:14,460
Look.

513
00:37:25,460 --> 00:37:29,460
Life is a collection of many strange things.

514
00:37:29,460 --> 00:37:34,460
Strange things, coincidences, miracles.

515
00:37:34,460 --> 00:37:36,460
Sometimes I don't understand.

516
00:37:36,460 --> 00:37:43,460
What will happen if I have to define it in a sentence?

517
00:37:43,460 --> 00:37:45,460
Life is a collection of many strange things.

518
00:37:45,460 --> 00:37:47,460
Like what Zarun calls it.

519
00:38:04,460 --> 00:38:09,460
Life is a collection of many strange things.

520
00:38:09,460 --> 00:38:13,460
Life is a collection of many strange things.

521
00:38:13,460 --> 00:38:20,460
Wives, families, children.

522
00:38:20,460 --> 00:38:23,460
I can never wish for more than this.

523
00:38:35,460 --> 00:38:39,460
Zarun has a habit of flattering me.

524
00:38:39,460 --> 00:38:44,460
If he didn't know how to do this, he wouldn't have controlled me so easily.

525
00:38:44,460 --> 00:38:46,460
Control?

526
00:38:46,460 --> 00:38:49,460
Control is probably a wrong word.

527
00:38:49,460 --> 00:38:54,460
To do it in your hand is probably a better expression.

528
00:38:54,460 --> 00:38:59,460
He has fulfilled many of the shortcomings of my life.

529
00:38:59,460 --> 00:39:02,460
He has changed my thinking.

530
00:39:03,460 --> 00:39:07,460
He has removed me from the feeling of being a woman.

531
00:39:07,460 --> 00:39:12,460
He has not allowed me to be free from the obsession of giving birth to a child.

532
00:39:12,460 --> 00:39:15,460
We have only two daughters.

533
00:39:15,460 --> 00:39:35,460
Many years ago, I used to blame God for all the problems that came into my life.

534
00:39:35,460 --> 00:39:41,460
There were many complaints that I used to put in front of him all the time.

535
00:39:41,460 --> 00:39:48,460
I will always regret the fact that I used to think God was wrong.

536
00:39:48,460 --> 00:39:53,460
I used to think wrong about his power and wisdom.

537
00:39:57,460 --> 00:40:01,460
I used to think that God doesn't love me.

538
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But God loves all of us.

539
00:40:06,460 --> 00:40:10,460
He gives us blessings and tests us.

540
00:40:11,460 --> 00:40:16,460
But I don't know why I don't understand this quickly.

541
00:40:24,460 --> 00:40:26,460
Years of marital bliss.

542
00:40:26,460 --> 00:40:30,460
And in all these years, God has been very kind to me.

543
00:40:30,460 --> 00:40:35,460
And whatever I thank him for, that is less.

544
00:40:41,460 --> 00:40:43,460
Thank you.

545
00:41:11,460 --> 00:41:13,460
Thank you.

546
00:41:37,460 --> 00:41:39,460
My life is not over yet.

547
00:41:39,460 --> 00:41:44,460
The only difference is that now I have less complaints about God in my diary.

548
00:41:44,460 --> 00:41:49,460
I have learned to be satisfied with those things that he gives me.

549
00:41:49,460 --> 00:41:53,460
And I have stopped searching for those things that are unreachable.

550
00:42:09,460 --> 00:42:14,460
Life