life
Asmara, I want you to decide what is more important for you
my likes or dislikes or your likes or dislikes?
because if we don't cooperate, then we won't be able to solve this problem
I will ask my lawyer to prepare divorce papers and send you
fine! do that
Zainul, I really don't think that the kind of girl you are looking for, there are such kind of girls these days
and if you think that there is such kind of girl, then show me one example
Kashf
Kashf, Kashf Murtaza
you are serious! let me remind you, this is the same Kashf Murtaza
whom you used to hate in the university
okay! I understand we had our differences
but I like our habits
and I can quote this in front of anyone
Zaroor Junaid
he is a foreign office coordinator for us
hello!
very good to see you after a long time
I am very happy
I didn't get it
write the number
say it
take this
so, our next destination is Chohar
it's a small village with a population of about 2000 people
I am guessing they are mostly Muslims?
no, actually they are mostly Hindus
so Kashf was meeting Murtaza here again
in this condition
she is not able to get her attention
so she is not able to get her attention
so Kashf was meeting Murtaza here again
in this condition
I actually come to think of it
she has changed
so, how many places will we be visiting today?
ah!
six, seven locations
but that depends on how long you stop over for
every place
alright
if I didn't want to see a person's face in my life
then he was this person
but I don't know why he has come in front of me again
Kashf
how long do you think it will take us to get to Chohar?
about an hour
and it's better that you don't take my name so casually
so is it Miss Kashf or is it Mrs. Kashf?
Miss Kashf
her mind is still as bad as before
in fact, maybe it has become more than before
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order for lunch was made for till two o'clock
since we will stop often like this, we will never reach till two so
once we'll have dinner
so?
so you want me to inform them about it
I have informed them twice
I have seen on living
and I have seen mic beispielsweise
son, are you doing it hahaha
yes of course
I felt something strange
that delta has been Folk
They don't listen to me. What do I do now?
They came with you. They should listen to you.
It would be better if you called me by your name.
Because you think we have a bad relationship.
In this way, we will be able to cover very few places.
To cover three places in a day, this will be a problem.
And we will be able to go to as many places as possible.
Sir, I think we should drop the places that are far away.
Kashif, what do you think?
It's up to them, sir.
I was trying to cover as many places as possible,
but I have a feeling that you can't cover more places than this.
So how did you like the three places you have visited so far?
It's been really interesting so far.
Yeah, absolutely.
So, this is where you'll be staying.
Your rooms are ready and I'll have the cooks have dinner.
I think that's not a good idea.
Let them rest for a while and then we'll serve dinner.
Okay.
Yeah.
Yeah, we'll take a rest and then I guess we'll have dinner after that.
Okay.
Does ten sound fine?
Yeah.
Ten.
Yeah.
Ten sounds fine.
Make yourself at home.
Okay.
It will be difficult for me to be present at dinner.
It's very late at ten.
Why?
Because my house is half an hour away from here.
I'll reach home at ten at dinner.
So?
So I don't stay out of the house till midnight.
Till now?
Yes.
So?
Sorry.
No.
That's good.
If you don't mind, I can drop you home.
I have experience.
Thank you for the offer but I don't need it.
I had an idea that this would be your answer.
I know you better than I need to.
I can give you a loss if I try to know you better than I need to.
You can't see profit and loss in everything.
It's a matter of saying.
The world is made up of only profit and loss.
It will be your loss but not mine.
I think we should stay away from the personal matter.
It will be better.
Okay fine.
You can go.
I won't force you to stay till late.
I'll handle it.
Thank you.
Thank God I didn't have to remind you.
I have remembered a lot of things today.
Pain, pain and a lot of moments of humiliation.
Once again I have been touched.
If it wasn't for the government's compulsion, I wouldn't have been able to talk to this man.
This is a part of the worst memories of my past.
I still have the same self-respect, danger and selfishness as I had before.
Thank you.
Hello.
I'm sorry.
Did I disturb you?
Do you have any work?
Nothing.
I just wanted to find out the schedule.
I'll tell you tomorrow.
I've already told you briefly.
I know you have.
But I wanted that if you tell me about tomorrow's program, I'll manage the schedule accordingly.
I don't care.
I'm going to sleep right now.
I'll come in the morning and give you the whole day's program.
Thank you.
I'm here.
Wait.
Sorry.
You should have told me.
I was waiting for a long time.
The call time was at 8 o'clock.
It's 8 o'clock right now.
Okay.
Shall we go?
Okay.
Excuse me.
Sorry.
What are you looking for, mom?
I was thinking that if I could get a sari, I would have made a sari out of my shirt for tomorrow.
Then bring it.
I'll give it to Rahim.
No, no.
I'll do it myself.
You should have given it to him when he's at home.
Rahim.
Yes?
Please get this sari made for mom.
So?
How was your day?
It was good, dear.
It was good.
How was your day?
It was good, dear.
But I didn't have anything to do.
Yes.
You don't have a school here.
You must be bored.
No, no.
I'm not bored at all, dear.
I was just thinking how much God has blessed you.
I didn't understand.
I could never have imagined that one day it would come when you'll be in your car and I'll be in yours too.
I still remember that day when your father just left us for the sake of a son.
And me?
I was seeing the faces of the three of you that oh God, I'm a weak and helpless woman.
How will I raise these three?
How will I raise them?
And today?
Today the three of you are standing on your feet.
So I thank God every moment that God has made us worthy.
You also thank God, dear.
This is all because of you, mother.
You showed courage and bravery.
And because of us you have tolerated a lot.
Yes, dear.
But this courage is also given by God.
Kashf,
I just have one wish now, dear.
That your house should settle down and I fulfill my responsibilities.
Mother, think about it.
My house has settled down.
This is a house, it's a job, it's a respect.
Isn't that enough?
Now I can't take another punishment in the name of marriage.
I'm still at peace.
Do you want this to end too?
Why do you say such things, dear?
Look at Sidra.
She is so happy in her house.
And besides, dear,
every man is not like your father.
Mother, any man can be like father.
Men are unreliable.
Shahzaib has kept Sidra so happy.
He cares for her so much.
He loves her so much.
Don't say such things, dear.
She is lucky.
I'm not.
Why are you saying such things, dear?
Why are you saying that you are not lucky?
You have so much respect.
And because of you, me,
and your father, and the whole family.
And most importantly, God has given you so much wisdom.
Can't one be blessed with anything, dear?
A person should have luck.
One can't be blessed with anything.
Oh God.
Mother thinks that I'm ungrateful.
And I don't understand
how I should explain to her
that I'm not ungrateful.
I like the truth.
God has given me blessings.
But He has also given me pain.
And whatever I got,
I had to struggle a lot for it.
It's not an easy journey.
Mother wants to get me married.
And I don't want to open the door of bad luck for myself
which I have been able to close with great difficulty.
Mother thinks that if Sidra has got such a good husband,
then I will also get one.
But mother forgets that
Sidra has always been lucky.
She didn't have to be tired for jobs like me.
She got married into such a good family.
She got such a good and capable husband.
Life doesn't present me with anything in the plate.
For me, everything has problems first,
and easy things later.
That's why I will never get married.
Oh, Zaroon came?
Great.
What's so great about it?
And why are you so happy?
You know how much I get excited about Zaroon.
He is such a person.
Tell me, did he get married?
He was getting engaged, right?
How would I know if he got married or not?
I have no interest in this.
You didn't tell me that you would praise him.
Who is giving me a tribute?
I am just saying this.
Yes, but I am saying something useless.
Tell me, is he still that good looking?
I am not staring at him.
How would I know how he looks like now?
Anyway, you are also overreacting.
You must have seen him.
Sidra, he is the most loafer person in the world.
Whatever he has done with me,
I wouldn't have even looked at his face if this wasn't a government job.
That's why please, don't make me look at him.
A man's character is the only quality for me to be affected.
Okay, so tell me, did you eat?
No.
Eat and drink water so that your anger cools down.
You didn't say anything about coming.
Yes, I am planning to come.
Actually, all the things are in Shahzaib's hands.
And he is so busy with the hospital.
He keeps thinking about him all the time.
He is just as workaholic as you are.
Last time you left without informing me.
I thought you would leave without informing me this time as well.
Yes, man.
The job is something like that.
I plan something and it happens.
It's something else.
Where did you go?
I don't know.
Badeen.
A donor group from UN came.
They took him on a tour.
Badeen?
Hmm?
So then you must have met Kashif as well.
Wow.
You know a lot about Kashif.
Yes.
And do you keep in touch with him?
Not really.
I mean, on and off.
We don't talk that frequently.
But sometimes we do.
You never told me about it.
Although he keeps mentioning about it.
He must have never thought about it.
And even if he would have thought about it,
I probably thought that you wouldn't be interested in what he said.
Osama, that is a very lame excuse.
Anyway, forget it.
Tell me, did you meet him?
Yes, I did.
That's great.
How is he?
He has lost his mind more than before.
I had a feeling you would say that.
Do you know how he is?
I know about him and I know about you as well.
But you tell me, how was your meeting?
What was the meeting supposed to be?
We were talking on professional grounds.
He didn't even greet me properly.
If he could, he could even look at my face.
That's what he said to you?
I can read his face.
He even wrote his face.
You have started reading faces these days.
Yes.
Occupational hazard.
It's a new development.
By the way, if you were going to Badin,
I would have wanted to come along.
It's been a long time.
I haven't met her.
It would have been better if I could meet her.
You are so into his good books these days.
Yes.
I am.
And you know what?
That's all because of my own efforts.
Yes.
I can see your efforts.
You are busy as well.
I will leave now.
Let's call it a day.
See you later.
Catch up with you later.
Have some tea.
Rafiya is back?
Yes.
She came yesterday.
Did you go to meet her?
Yes.
I was just passing by for five minutes.
Yes.
Afsar has come back from her daughter's house.
Her mind must be in heaven.
It's nothing like that.
I felt it.
Even if you felt it,
you wouldn't tell me.
You hide everything from me.
You hide everything from your wife.
What wrong has she done that I would hide it?
Forget it.
Tell me.
Did Rafiya talk to Kashif about Hammad?
No.
Maybe she did.
She didn't talk to me.
If she didn't talk to you,
you could have talked to her.
Do you have any work to do?
I went there for five minutes.
As soon as I left,
I would have started talking about her.
What would have happened if you had?
I don't have patience with you both.
I am impatient in everything.
I will do it.
If I go, I will ask you with confidence.
This is too much.
Whatever you say,
I don't want the date of my son's funeral to be mentioned in your documents.
The dates are always in the last dates.
I have been getting them done myself.
So Umar,
your son is sitting at home like a son-in-law.
Has he ever completed the documents?
Your son,
your son.
He is just like a hen.
The way I brought this boy here.
Will you let me read the newspaper
or will you not let me read it?
Tell me.
I don't want to talk to you anymore.
You have started getting angry at me.
So why shouldn't I get angry?
Make your son understand.
Why am I going to retire?
He is doing all day idleness.
Does he have any other work?
Has he?
I just wanted to hear one thing.
Ever since I got a daughter,
my son has lost his life.
Go for God's sake.
Take your tea and go from here.
Don't ruin my mind.
I don't want to talk to you anymore.
Go for God's sake.
Take your tea and go from here.
Don't ruin my mind.
Go for God's sake.
Take your tea and go from here.
Don't ruin my mind.
Go for God's sake.
Hello.
What a pleasant surprise.
Not for me.
I can understand.
By the way,
Mr. Ubraar has left.
Where is he?
I don't know.
I have been waiting for a long time and got tired.
But if you are not doing anything,
let's go and have some coffee.
His car is parked here.
I don't know where he is.
His car is parked here.
He has gone on another car.
He left his cell phone at home.
Aunty had told me.
I had called him.
Anyway,
if you are not doing anything,
then let's go.
Let's have coffee and lunch
till Mr. Ubraar comes back.
Why?
I have got my pay today.
You must have got it.
If my driver hadn't been standing in front of me,
I would have answered you.
So,
do you think that your driver is not here
and you can tell me?
Kashf,
you are here.
I was waiting for you for a long time.
Greetings.
Sir,
while waiting,
I was thinking that
let's go out and have lunch.
So, why don't you come along?
For lunch?
But you didn't even stop for a cup of tea.
You were not in a hurry.
Actually,
the appointment that I was going for,
has been cancelled.
So,
should I tell you?
Should I tell you?
Let's go to the program.
No,
I don't have any problem.
I don't know if Kashf has time or not.
No, sir.
Sorry.
I am a little busy.
I just came to meet you for 10-15 minutes.
If you guys are going for lunch,
then I will meet you next time.
No, no.
You come.
Lunch is always there.
Zaroor,
come some other time.
Come.
Kashf sahiba is calling.
Hello?
What do you think of yourself?
Nothing.
Then what do you mean by such disgusting things and actions?
What disgusting things and actions did I do?
What you were doing at Abraar's house.
Well,
I think asking about lunch and coffee is not a disgusting thing.
I thought that you have changed.
You have changed a lot.
I thought that you have changed.
But your nature hasn't changed.
You can never respect a woman, Zaroor.
If you do such things with me next time,
then you will regret it a lot.
What do you mean by respecting a woman?
Who told you that I don't respect a woman?
You do your work.
Don't try to be too over friendly.
And stop thinking that every other girl is your girlfriend.
You have already earned a lot of respect from this work.
Kashf, the first thing is that you are neither my girlfriend,
nor have I ever tried to make you my girlfriend.
The second thing is that you don't have any issue with my girlfriend or my respect.
I am also a war date.
Thank you.
And now she won't speak to me.
How very typical of Kashf.
I have tried to make her understand a lot, dear.
But she doesn't want to do a single thing for the chicken, Shadi.
Now you tell me.
Sidra calls me so many times.
How can I answer her?
That she is not accepting Kashf.
It is all father's fault.
That she has made her heart so sad because of Shadi.
But dear, now we don't have to spend our lives with the example of our father, right?
There are all kinds of men in the world.
Some are good, some are bad.
It is not necessary that a bad man will come in Kashf's life.
But no.
She has a misconception that if she gets married,
then the same result of her marriage will be the same as mine.
Then let her be.
She is happy in her life.
Let her have fun.
How can I let her be, dear?
I also have a few responsibilities.
I can't close my eyes on purpose, right?
But mother,
it is not just about getting married in life, right?
If you don't get married,
then a person will ruin the sleep of his nights.
You are saying this, dear.
You have always been fond of getting married.
Yes.
Before, sometimes.
But now,
after listening to the stories of the university girls,
my heart has become weird.
Marriage is not a fantasy.
I have understood this now.
There is no fantasy in life, dear.
Neither marriage, nor business, nor job.
These are all responsibilities,
which we have to fulfill all our lives.
And that's it.
Okay,
I didn't tell you when Sidra is coming to Pakistan.
I don't know, dear.
She will tell you when she calls.
Really?
Yes.
I didn't talk to her on the phone.
I think she might call today.
Hmm.
Zaroor had come to Karachi.
When I talked to her, I found out that he had met you.
Yes, he had come here with a team.
By the way, now you people should be reconciled.
This fight has been going on for a long time.
You both should clear your hearts for each other.
Did he ask you to say this?
No.
He didn't say anything like that.
In fact, you know, I always say this.
You know, he is a very nice person.
Thank God, you didn't use the word gentleman for him.
Now, he is not that bad.
In fact, he always praises you.
He was praising you this time as well.
Who do you think is a fool?
Me or him?
Trust me.
I am not saying anything wrong.
Anyway, please say something else.
When are you coming to Karachi?
I have a program to come next month.
I want to meet you this time, Kashif.
I will be a little busy this time.
Yes, but I want to talk to you about something important.
You can do that on the phone.
In fact, tell me right now.
No.
I cannot talk on the phone.
Why?
Inform me when you come to Karachi this time.
It's okay for a little while, but I have to meet you.
Okay.
Bye.
You told me that you are only going for a week,
and then you spent so many days.
I went for a week,
but then Kashif stopped me.
I also thought of stopping,
so I got my leave.
Now, where do I have to go every day?
Yes, you are right.
Is he fine?
By the grace of God, he is absolutely fine.
He is fine.
Is he fine?
By the grace of God, he is absolutely fine.
He must have found a very good house, right?
Yes, by the grace of God, the house is very good.
There is a car, there is a servant,
but he is very busy.
Of course.
This is not a small job.
It is a very important post.
He must be busy.
You didn't let me talk.
I had asked you to talk to me.
I had thought about him many times,
but then he…
I told you that he is very busy.
He goes in the morning,
he comes in the evening,
and then he starts preparing for the next day.
I have talked very little about him.
Hi.
Sorry.
I hope you didn't take too long.
No, no, it's quite alright.
Actually, the traffic is quite bad.
There was a traffic jam in a couple of places.
You should have known about the traffic in Karachi by now.
You have been here for a long time, right?
Yes, but I am still not used to it.
You tell me, how are you?
As I am, I am in front of you.
But your health seems to be quite good.
It seems that the weather of Badin is quite suitable for you.
Yes.
That's what you should understand.
There is no tension in a big city, mother.
There is certainly peace.
Anyway, how is the job?
The job is going as if a poor country's government job should run.
You tell me, how is your job going?
It's going well.
It's not a government job.
You have also done a lot of work, like Zaroor,
by doing a government job.
Otherwise, you had a lot of future in the private sector.
Anyway, what will you have for lunch?
Nothing, I will have something light.
Soup or sandwich.
Why?
I have to go to Hyderabad in a couple of hours.
I have a couple of work and then I will be back from Badin.
You had put an important matter aside.
That's why I had to meet you.
Otherwise, today was a hectic day.
Then I should be really grateful to you.
No, no, it's okay.
Tell me, what was the important matter?
Let's have lunch and then we will talk.
Okay.
How is Maria?
She is fine.
Good.
Do you talk to her often?
We talk once or twice a month.
Right now, she is busy with her wedding preparations.
Yes, Nadia had told me.
How is Nadia?
She is the same.
No change whatsoever.
There is no change in her.
I don't know how you will react to what I want to talk to you.
Why?
What's the matter?
I know that you are a reasonable and sensible person.
Yes, yes, I am.
But there are some things that we think are right but others are wrong.
You have given me a long lecture today.
By the way, this is the first time I have seen you like this.
Tell me clearly, what is the matter?
I hope whatever I am going to talk about, even if you don't like it, it won't affect our friendship.
Okay.
Kashif, what if I want to propose to you?
I wanted to talk to you about this for a long time but I never had the courage.
You know everything about me and if you want to know something, you can ask me.
I have talked to my parents too.
They don't have an issue with it.
Now I want to know only about you so that I can send my parents to your house.
So that I can send my parents to your house.