I've fallen in love with Kashif
it seems that I'm feeling something like this
you are feeling good, right?
and I've brought some things for you
things? for what?
I've brought gifts for all the guests, so...
then it's very good that you bring gifts for your friends
but neither I'm your friend, nor I'm taking gifts from anybody
so, she can go with us? we are leaving?
for God's sake Kashif, I'm not such a bad person that you can't travel with me alone at night
wherever I live
what will people say if I get down in her car with a guy alone at night?
then you aren't the only girl who goes to drop the guy at night
this is Karachi, it's a big city, common things are happening here
yes, it must be common, it's not common for me
I'm not going to get married to a guy who is not a good person
yes, it must be common, it's not common for me
you should be careful, my child
our environment is not such that the guys drop the guy at home
mom, you know the girl was also with us
but still
be careful next time
go & sleep
greetings
hello
Kashif, I wanted to make an excuse from you.
What excuse did you make?
I saw the same thing last night.
It's okay.
After dropping you, I realized that you were absolutely right.
You realize things after a long time, don't you?
Yes, but I do realize it.
But I don't want you to realize it.
I don't want you to realize it.
But I do realize it.
By the way, I really started admiring you.
Why?
Well, there is no need for any reason.
A person can be admired by any other person for any reason.
You get impressed by girls very quickly.
Not by every girl.
Which girl didn't?
You have a very good sense of humor.
You must be the first person in the world who has praised my sense of humor.
Otherwise, I wouldn't have been able to find my sense of humor myself till now.
Okay, anyways, I did this work.
By the way, when is your birthday?
Why?
Just to remember.
Really?
You will need a full registry of girls to remember birthdays, right?
Not to keep it?
No, I won't need a register.
My memory is quite good.
Anyways, you were telling me on your birthday.
Why?
It's personal.
I'm not asking about the year of birth.
I'm talking about the date of birth.
I'll tell you the year, not the date.
I was thinking of coming to you since so many days.
If I didn't find out about your house earlier, then I didn't get the time either.
Hey, enough Rashda.
I had to leave home so soon, what do I tell you?
And anyways, you know,
nowadays, in this time of poverty,
it becomes so difficult to find a house on rent.
I understand that.
And I said the same thing at Nigar's house.
That Mr. Murtaza shouldn't have thrown away his first wife and daughters from the house.
Then what did he say?
What did he say?
He started talking nonsense.
But to be honest, Rafia, it's not his fault.
It's your husband's fault.
Who didn't come to keep two wives.
It's only my fate, Rashda.
Neither of Nigar's nor of Murtaza's.
She also says this for 24 hours.
That God has made my fate very good.
And because of me, it's my husband's too.
Otherwise, before I came here,
it was so difficult, so poor.
Now everyone's fate can't be like Nigar's.
And it's better if it isn't.
You snatch away others' share,
make it your fate, and make your husband earn unlawful money.
Until I was with Murtaza,
I never made him to earn unlawful money.
I had to face God too.
Despite being a
thousand-year-old, our past was only in our salary.
I didn't make my unlawful earnings on myself or my children.
But who thinks about it now?
And Murtaza and Nigar have started making their future.
With the remaining share of the house,
I have tried to make them understand that they shouldn't waste money.
And what difference would it make to you if mother and daughter live here?
By getting their daughters out of the house,
father is making them reach higher goals.
Oh God, forgive me.
What kind of a world is this?
The blood of the relations has turned white.
I don't understand anything.
One thing is out of my understanding.
Why did you invite that witch to your sister's wedding?
I invited the whole class.
I wasn't talking about the whole class.
I was talking about Kashf.
No.
Why are you lying?
You invited her to the wedding. Her friend told me.
What friend told you?
Maria said that you gave her a handwritten invitation.
What?
Maria has a habit of talking nonsense. Why do you believe her?
It seems like you both have a lot in common nowadays, don't you?
It's good that you invited her. What big sin did you commit?
It's a sin, Zaroor.
She misbehaves with you, misbehaves with me,
she calls us bad, and yet you invited her to the wedding.
Wow.
Why are you giving her so much importance?
Okay, I'll tell you why I can't tell her that much.
But not right now, okay?
I want to know right now, Zaroor.
I told you I'll tell you.
Let me do what I'm telling you.
Zaroor, I'm talking to you. Tell me right now.
Asmara, I said I promise you I'll let you know, alright?
Please believe me.
Whatever, man. Whatever. I don't even know you nowadays.
Come in.
Are you free?
If you want to take me out somewhere, I'm not free at all.
I don't want to take you anywhere, but I want to talk to you about something important.
Alright then. I'm not free. Come, let's sit and talk.
Asmara's mother called today.
Mother, you're starting talking about me and Asmara's wedding again.
No. Not about you and that proposal.
There's a very good proposal for that.
Really?
Whose proposal?
Samra's brother. He's in America. He's her son.
And Samra was telling me that if you don't want it,
then she'll consider this proposal very seriously.
She'll consider this proposal very seriously
because she wants to make a decision about Asmara at any cost this year.
So the result is that you've put a trap in my throat again.
What's the deal with putting a trap in it?
Don't you want to get married?
Or do you want to marry someone else?
Mother, you know my opinion very well.
But even after that, you start talking about the same thing again and again.
Zaroor, I don't talk about it again and again.
Asmara's parents do.
You do one thing.
Ask Asmara to talk to her mother herself.
She doesn't understand if I explain it to her.
Maybe she'll understand what her daughter is saying.
Otherwise, try to understand one thing.
That this proposal was made by accident.
Think about it. Seriously.
Hello.
How are you?
Fine.
Do you have the notes for the lecture yesterday?
Yes.
But my notes aren't neat.
That's alright. I can read and write.
I didn't say that.
I just said that I'll write it down.
I'll write it down.
I didn't say that I'll write it down.
I just kept the notes.
Whatever it is,
but if you can be kind enough to lie to me and be very nice to me.
Can't you take it from someone else?
What do you mean?
From any group member.
I think you have an objection in helping me.
Because if that's the case,
then helping someone else is a moral duty.
Yes, I know.
But you don't come in a straight line.
Okay please, if you lend me for an hour,
then I'll just get the photo copied and take it back.
But I don't think you'll benefit from my notes.
You're wasting your time for no reason.
You're capable enough to understand the lecture by looking at someone else's notes, right?
You're very merciless.
What will I gain by being merciless to you?
Then what will you gain from me?
What will I gain from you?
Are you afraid that I'll take your notes and go further than you?
If I give you my notes,
then I'm only giving you my notes, not my brain.
And if you want to gain anything from my notes,
then you'll need my brain for that.
You're very proud of yourself.
That happens to everyone.
If it happens to you, then it can happen to anyone.
Thank you.
This girl seems very strange to me.
She annoys me a lot.
Not in an interesting and romantic way.
Not like a riddle.
But like an irritating jigsaw puzzle.
Where we could bring all of the parts together and a person would cow up.
Mom.
mom, what happen? mom, are you crying?
no child, just like that
mom, are you worried? has something happened in the school?
nothing child, nothing has happened
go & sleep, you have to go to the college as well
mom, how can I leave you like this?
I've told you child, nothing has happened
I was worried about your father like this
I don't understand your father's helplessness
his expenses don't end
and the three of you work so hard
you teach tuitions
you collect money & Kashif
you make the entire city tired
and he is making a new home for himself
he doesn't have a new car
I don't understand child, why is he so helpless?
he doesn't even care about his daughters
how can a father be so helpless?
I can understand his attitude towards me, but you...
the three of you are his own children
whatever right you three have, even if they don't come
but at least do what they do for their other children
mom, at what age are you talking about their feelings?
the whole childhood has passed and we have been longing for them
and we have been seeing that their children are living a life of luxury
now we don't care
we don't have any expectations from them
nor do we think about them
but I do think
I do care
and I get worried thinking about the same
mom, even you say that a person shouldn't get worried for no reason
and you also say that every person should live in a good and bad time
just don't cry and think that
your daughters have come to live in good and bad conditions
Zaroor
hmm
I'm running out of excuses
my parents keep asking me all the time that do you want to get married to me or not?
what kind of insecurity do you have?
I mean
why so reluctant when it comes to getting engaged to me?
I find this hypocrisy of yours to be a poison
what's the matter with hypocrisy?
this is hypocrisy, right?
you want me to wait for you
and you aren't even committing yourself
you can't have your cake and eat it too, I mean
alright then, try to think of this as hypocrisy
Zaroor
God!
Asmara is right
take any decision, R or Par, decide what you want
thank you, sir
I made a big mistake by asking for your advice
give me such kind of advice
don't discuss it with me then
yes, I did make a mistake
you know what? Asmara is right
you actually don't want to put the label of engagement
because you want an open leave and permission to do all kinds of nuisance
sir, the last time I remember you were my sister
why don't you take my side?
Zaroor, I'm just stating facts
it's a fact
you aren't able to decide
you don't want to get engaged
if you aren't interested in getting married or in Asmara
then why are you getting tensed if she is getting someone else's proposal?
her parents won't keep sweets waiting for you for the rest of their lives, right?
let her marry someone else
neither you want to get her married
nor you are letting her get married somewhere else
what do you want?
I made a mistake by discussing this kind of discussion with you
can't you understand my point?
I understand your point very well
our point is the same as every man's point
you just want to have your cake and eat it too?
don't look so shocked
you know I'm right
yes
whose wedding card is this?
its of Zaroor's sister
Zaroor has given you his sister's wedding card?
there won't be any girl from the university, whom he hasn't invited
even I have lost one card
this date has passed
yes, so?
you should have gone
I don't have so much time & money
and neither I have the habit of asking for lift after getting tired
if these things would have been there, then you should have gone
no! I still don't go
I would have gone
yes, then you should have gone
I don't know
why did you invite that girl to your sister's wedding?
Asmara, don't say this you have started to misunderstand about us
I'm trying to make her misunderstand, but she isn't getting it
instead, you start to doubt
I'm doubting for no reason?
what's the meaning of the VIP treatment & protocol you are giving her?
what can be the meaning?
oh please, Asmara
do you think I don't love her, Asmara?
what's wrong with you?
you know better, how would I know?
I'm just flirting with her, for God's sake
such girls are flirted with, they are called love, please
you got the same belief in the college to flirt, but you didn't get anyone else?
I thought you had better standards, man
one has to lower the standards 7 times
this is such an impossible act
obviously, you will take her side, but your idol is...
it's not about idol, Asmara don't you see why this is wrong?
what is wrong, huh? what's wrong?
she will show a new interest in me, right?
aren't you forcing her?
well, she didn't show any interest
in fact, I haven't seen it till now
why don't you try to understand, that her callers are very clever
these middle class girls haven't realized it till now
they pretend to be untouchable
but when they see a bungalow or a car
they start talking about it for a second
and Kashif is not different from the rest of the girls
believe me, what am I saying?
I won't take a second to set her, you've put a condition on me
what will be the use of this?
if there won't be any use, then there won't be any loss
at least, her good image will get over
what will happen after that?
after that?
I will leave her
sick mentality!
I don't care
I don't think, she is going to work with you
and even if she goes out for dinner
I will gladly foot the bill
this way, you won't be able to afford the bill
because, I'm going to take her out for the 7th course meeting
does it look like I care?
Kashif, you?
what kind of misbehavior is this?
misbehavior?
misbehavior is only for those, who are not ignorant like you
what do you mean?
why did you tear my papers?
to tell you that, I don't think that your importance is as much as these papers
how much you are a merciless and a small person, I've come to tell you this
mind your language
really?
you can say whatever you want about others
but I don't want to hear anything from you
I don't want to hear anything from you
you can say whatever you want about others
but I don't want to hear anything from you
there must be other girls
who are going after you to become a part of your life
please shut up!
I'm not one of them
what do you think of yourself?
what are you?
that girls fall in love with you?
that they become their duty?
what happened?
like these girls
you are going back and forth with them
you are thinking of other girls like this
don't take my name with your dirty tongue
understand?
why should I take your name?
you were going to pay for my dinner
why are you starting a ruckus in your name?
Kashf, you are making a scene in front of everyone for no reason
I'm not just making a scene for myself, I'm making a scene for you as well
and if you want to make a scene, then let it be
you like it, right?
defamed, humiliated, not just for yourself but for others as well
Khairat, about your middle class girls
don't surprise me at all
and this is not your fault
it's your upbringing's fault
please be careful what you say, understand?
stay quiet
why?
of course
do you feel bad?
when a thief is called a thief, he feels bad
you shut up
Zahoon, Zahoon
Zahoon, Zahoon, Zahoon, Zahoon, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, Kashf
I don't need your apologies
Zahoon, Zahoon, Zahoon, Zahoon, Kashf
let him go
Zahoon, Zahoon, Zahoon, Zahoon, Zahoon, Kashf
Zahoon, it was your fault
why did you have to say this in the library?
I mean, if she had listened to it, then someone else would have listened to it
this was the result, right?
why don't you realize?
what you said was quite disgusting
enough, Usama
why do you always take Kashf's side?
if we are so bad, then what are you doing with us?
go & hang out with her
Asmara, this is not your problem
I'm trying to make Zahoon understand, let me make him understand
please stay out of this
you don't have to be that soon, you know
I think, I should apologize to him
over my dead body!
okay
then remember one thing
if this matter reaches to the management
which will be reached
then you can get expelled
and you are his friend
you should also make him understand
you are right
oh God!
aunty
yes
yes, one minute
aunty, you came early
greetings, mom
yes
you came early today, is everything fine?
yes
are you worried for some reason?
no, I'm not worried
look! if there is something, then tell me
at least, tell me something
if there is something to eat, then please bring it
I'm hungry
okay, let me bring it
I don't know what all hopes everyone has set for me
and I've become helpless from the university
Kashf, where are you?
I'm here
today
today, for the first time, I'm realizing from Shiddh
that, God doesn't love me
he doesn't care about me
as if, he hasn't made me
someone else has made me
after all, I haven't made myself
you shouldn't say that, Kashf
God loves us a lot
he doesn't understand us
I know
but he is upset with me
he is always upset with me
if I had believed that he loves me
then maybe, life wouldn't have been so difficult
but he has written only humiliation in my fate
he just wants to humiliate me
my heart wants
that I should shout loudly
I should shout loudly and tell him, how much he has hurt me
come
what should I get for...
Zaroor!
you've come?
I've come
think of the devil and the devil is here
really?
I never knew the devil's sister was already here
when did you come?
its quite late, I'm about to leave
actually, I'm leaving for America tonight
so, I thought to meet you people
Farhan has already left
sorry, for how long are you going?
for one month
if there isn't a fight, then maybe I can spend one month
hmm... shut up!
let me go & change my clothes
what happen to him?
why is he so upset?
I don't know, he has come from the university
maybe, he must be tired
mom has slept, right?
yes, she has slept
listen, don't say anything to mom
even if I would have said no, then also I wouldn't have told her anything
she is already so worried
what else shall I say to her?
but Kashf, I didn't expect this from you
what did I do?
you ran away from there, like a coward
I was scared
I didn't understand, what shall I do?
and you thought, that leaving the education, I'll sit at home?
what will happen with this?
I don't know
I didn't expect this from you
but Sidra
I feel very lonely over there
my class isn't like their class
my sitting & getting up, eating & drinking, lifestyle
isn't like theirs
then, why do you want to become like them?
your individuality is that, you aren't like them
its easy to say
but, if you were there
then, you would have asked yourself, that what is easy & what is difficult
Kashf, if I would have been in your place
then, I wouldn't have run away like this
you have gone there to study, Kashf to get educated
scholarship is given to few lucky people
you are one of them
you shouldn't care about anything
you should only care about this
its such a short time, till your education gets complete
after few years, these people, this university
all of them will be left behind
and you! you must have gone too far
now, you go there & do only that, for which you've been sent there
but, how will I face them?
by the way, what do you do for a living?
Kashf
Zaroor! have you reached home?
yes, I've reached
how is your mood?
my mood can be fine
that's why, I've called you
look! if you won't complain against her, then I'll go & do it
what's the use of complaining, Asmara?
she has to be taught a lesson, she can't get away with this
leave her
she is not important
she has already wasted so much time
I'm always being careful
but, whom do you listen to?
alright, now stop this curse
already, a lot of insults have been done in the university
I know that you are very angry
if I was in your place, then I would have slapped her
I feel the same way
then, I would have slapped her on the bus
and you would have slapped her on the university six times
we can see it later
alright, now fix your mood
today, I'm very tired
and don't know, sometimes
why this happens?
that you get tired
although, you have neither done physical work
nor mental work
still, life feels useless
and your existence
your existence feels like a burden
on every problem that comes in life
I used to think that maybe
this is the last problem
and a bigger problem than this
cannot come on me
but, all that was not right
the humiliation that I have felt today
I will never be able to do it again
on the first day, I didn't like the humiliation
I used to feel
as if
as if I would be harmed by it
and today, this is what happened
I will never be able to do it again
on the first day, I didn't like the humiliation
I will never be able to do it again
on the first day, I didn't like the humiliation
Zaroor
what happened between you & Kashif in the library?
nothing
something has happened
who has said this to you?
whoever has said this to me, I am asking you
she misbehaved with me
why?
you can ask her this
I am asking you, when the time will come, I will ask her as well
we were talking in the library
and then
she just came out of nowhere & started shouting at us
there is some reason to shout
nobody starts shouting for no reason
when someone is hurt, then they shout
why would I hurt her? what concern do I have with her?
there is no concern, but you have made it
and I had warned you about Kashif, but you didn't listen
why didn't you come?
are you okay? what happened?
did you complain about the fight?
no, why would I complain?
don't lie, Osama
Zaroor, I don't need to lie to you
you are accusing me for no reason
alright
so if you didn't complain, then who did?
how would I know? go & ask Zaroor yourself
maybe Kashif did
don't be silly Asmara, she hasn't been coming to the university for the past 2 days, how can she say this?
maybe you called her or went to her house, or you told her the same day
why did she say something to you?
she insulted me, we will go & tell dad as well
it's a trap that she will support you in any matter
I am not talking about support, I am talking about insult
why don't you tell her not to interfere in your matter?
Zaroor, there were a lot of boys & girls present in the library
someone must have heard this, and anyone could have gone & told Abnan
what's there to be surprised about?
anyways, I had told you the same thing the other day
that if anyone would have heard this, then he would have said bad things about you
now you have done it
whether someone is talking about Zaroor or not, you will always say bad things about him
because you always take Kashif's side
I feel that you like him
why? who doesn't like him?
whether someone likes him or not, but you like him
for God's sake Asmara, would you drop it already?
drop it? the truth is the truth
drop it! the truth is the truth
and the truth is that you like him
but I can't even die
this was really my courage
to leave the university like this
it was emotional
what difference did it make to someone if I leave like this
if it makes any difference to anyone, then to my mother
and to my sisters
and to our life
which we are trying to improve
and which is not getting better
Kashif
yes
tomorrow is Sunday
won't you go to the university the next day?
I will go
then go with courage
don't go in front of Zaroor, avoid him
I don't fear him to avoid going in front of him
in fact, he shouldn't come in front of me
it will be better for him
anyways, he can be thrown out of the university on one complaint of mine
Kashif, now don't fight with anyone else, okay?
leave it! now let him go somewhere after the night