After the loss, the journey of faith
Sir, I had come but you weren't in the room
Please, no more excuses
I also want Dr. Asfand to be happy with me and my work
I have never seen such a stupid man in my life
Am I his servant who would get scolded for no reason?
I had got the reports made at 3 o'clock
Now when I went to the office to give the reports at 3 o'clock, I wasn't there myself
Now would I have given the reports to their ghost?
I am the one who made the mistake and I am the one who is responsible
And on top of that, I am the one who is irresponsible
You tell me, where is the justice?
What happened? I am talking to you. Where are you lost?
Is everything fine?
Yes, everything is fine. It is settled
You never remain so quiet
Actually, I keep on telling my stupid jokes
You people must be tired so I thought that we should be quiet today
This cannot happen
Something has happened
Nothing. Today is the 20th of October
I get a little sad on this day
Why?
What happened?
Actually, today is the anniversary of the death of Fatima, my wife
I lost her in an accident five years ago
Brother Riyan, I am thirsty
Zubin, what should I do? Go and drink water yourself
Will I go to the kitchen alone at this hour? I am scared
Please
There are so many ghosts in the kitchen at night that you cannot even go and drink water alone
Sorry, I didn't know about such a big tragedy in your life
I am very sorry about all this
Listen to me
In fact, no one knows about this
Dr. Shahrooz and Dr. Sandhyaar know about it
I don't share it with anyone
I don't like to put a lot of sadness on my face
I don't want people to sympathize with me
I am a little emotional right now so I have shared it with you
Otherwise, I don't share it with anyone
No, in fact, I feel that sometimes you should share your sadness with someone
The sadness reduces
Maybe
But how did your mother allow you to come so far?
She must really miss you, right?
Yes, mother misses me a lot
But she knows that her son will find peace here
That's why she doesn't bother me
Hmm
She knows that my heart beats for her
I feel that I have found the purpose of my life lost in these mountains
I have found the peace of my life again
I feel good
How are you now?
I am fine, I am fine now
Hmm?
Won't you get me tea?
I will get it for you
Don't lie
I recognize these earrings very well
When Zubia was with them, mother had put them on her by herself
I recognize these earrings very well
It's good that you have come to my jewelry box by mistake
And I have worn them, what is the big problem now?
You should also make a mess of small things
Listen to me, come here
Give it to me
Okay, let me wear it in the function, I will take it off there as well
Sheema, this is the last time
I don't want to see this earring in your ear after this
I will send all the jewelry of mother and Zubia on your request
You have five minutes, come out with Haram immediately
Otherwise I will leave you
Haram
Where are you?
I am here
Doctor, you won't take out too much of my blood, right?
No, no, you don't worry
I will just do one or two more tests of yours and it will be fixed
May God keep you happy
Doctor, give me some medicine that will cure this knee pain
Doctor, I feel your medicine
My cough is completely cured
I sleep peacefully at night
Otherwise I used to cough the whole night
And these people used to sleep peacefully
Yes, who cares about an old mother?
But Khajrista takes a lot of care of you
I have seen it myself
You are very lucky that you have a daughter in law like Khajrista
I have asked the nurse to do a test on aunty so that I get a chance to talk to you
What happened?
Did Mahdool say something to you again?
He doesn't say anything Zubia maa ji
This morning he called me a coward and a shameless man
He even fought with that poor Rustom Lala
I tolerate all his crimes secretly
But when he calls me a coward and a shameless man
I feel very hurt
Now tell me Zubia maa ji
Do you think I can think like this?
Does he think that I am looking for excuses to talk to Rustom Lala?
How can my thinking be so cheap?
Rustom Lala is like my elder brother
How can I think like this about him?
Your thinking is not cheap, it is his
Honestly speaking he is a victim of your beauty and beauty
And he knows that he has married his daughter's mother's daughter, that is why he does all this
You are very nice
I have done all your tests
I will be able to give you some medicine as soon as the reports come
But your weight is a little too much
Try to reduce your weight, that is why your knees also feel the pressure
Oh child, the weight will be reduced
Just give me some medicine that will make my knee feel better
That will save my life from this pain
Okay, I will definitely give you the medicine as soon as the reports come
And yes doctor
Give this coward some medicine
For the past four years he has not heard any good news about my son's child
Mother, it is God's will that the child is born or not
As far as it is concerned, you also know that she is very young
She was not yet married
She got pregnant twice and Bahadur beat her up
Because of which everything ended
Daughters in law are like daughters
Mother
I want you to take care of Khajista
Try to make your son understand so that he doesn't beat her up
Doctor, I will do as you say
Then you will have to take care of Khajista
And you will have to stop Bahadur so that he doesn't beat her up
Doctor, I will make him do whatever you say
Fine
Take care of yourself
Okay
I tolerates all his cruelty
But when he calls me a coward, I feel very hurt
He thinks that I am an excuse to talk to Rustam Lala
My thoughts can be so cheap
Sir, this is very good
This soda is very good
Dr. Haroon, this is very important
That's why we are using unnatural food colors these days
That's causing cancer
I think we should do the next campaign in the villages
We should do it in this village
The broiler chicken
Broiler chicken?
Yes sir, they are growing in three weeks
Such things are being added to it
Hey, you have come as a special guest
Greetings sir
How are you?
Fine
Nice
Actually, the plan has been made suddenly
Yes, Asifa had made a plan
She was saying that we meet daily in the hospital but we talk to the patients
So why don't we meet today and have a chat?
Sir, Dr. Asifa has a very good idea
In fact, her food is very delicious
I missed it last time but this time I didn't even have breakfast in the morning
Really?
By the way, where is everyone else?
Who is everyone else?
Sir, everyone is here
Dr. Shahab is on duty, you know that
Right
Dr. Asfand, who are you asking about?
Are you talking about Dr. Zoya?
No, I know
I was just generally asking
She has been here since a long time
She is helping Asifa out
Sir, we talked a lot
We talked about everything
The main thing is that we didn't come here
What is the menu?
Oh man, you should ask your wife
She is here
Hello, Dr. Asifa
How are you?
I am fine, how are you?
I am fine
By the way, I had heard about you
You cook very well
But Dr. Zoya, since when have you started making food?
Look, don't doubt my abilities
I can make good food along with being a good doctor
No, we will know if you are a good cook today
Whether you are a good doctor or not
Dr. Asfand will shed light on this
She is a very good doctor
She is not very good
She is a very competent doctor
And it seems that our medical camp has become successful and memorable in many ways
There were some mountains in the mountains that were unreachable
But they are also there
Why Dr. Asfand?
What do you think?
Sir, I didn't understand
You will understand
Okay
Sir, I am hungry for food
When will I be able to make it?
Since when have you started making food?
It is a very good thing
All of you seemSecond emergency
So, please come to my place
No one will come
No one is going to come
Put your Minsh Leg as a head Final
Did you think about me forms of alms?
Did you think about my behavior so that I can please someone?
Yes
That was not soする
Today's main goal is to make good food
Because if someone gives you something because you give them that
This is Dr. Asumdiya.
Dr. Asumdiya
He is a very good doctor.
Not very good, he is a very competent doctor.
Dr. Asumdiya
Father has cholesterol so I want to give him unsaturated fat.
I make him fish twice a week.
Or I keep him more fiber intake so that his cholesterol is balanced.
You are telling me as if I am a professional nutritionist.
I am a nutritionist.
Are you telling the truth?
Yes, I am telling the truth.
Why do you look so pale?
No, I didn't mean to say that.
Then what did you mean?
What I mean to say is that you should have been in our hospital.
Asfi tells me a lot.
In fact, all the family wants me to work but I don't feel like it.
My God, is it because of your husband's death?
Daniyal was a barrister, a successful lawyer.
Son, why have you made such dangerous people your enemies?
Rab Nawaz Shah's son is involved in this gang rape.
I would like to meet this girl, is that possible?
Then one day Daniyal told me that he took a gang rape case.
And Daniyal was very serious about that case.
After meeting Noori, my heart was so angry with the injustice of our society
that I will not sit peacefully without giving her justice.
He wanted to give justice to that girl.
Really?
Then you give me justice.
Punish my criminals.
I will kill your husband the day Jahangir Shah will be punished.
Fine.
I promise you that I will get those three punished so severely
that no one will dare to look at Noori again.
Saeen, you must punish Jahangir Shah.
Many acres of land and fifty million rupees have been found.
You should be ashamed to put up such a disgusting allegation.
But Daniyal's enemies are very powerful.
They have pressurized Daniyal a lot.
They tried to separate him from this case
but Daniyal did not listen to anyone.
Daniyal had a passion in his eyes, Zubia.
Neither did he listen to me, nor did he listen to his father, nor did he listen to Asfi.
I think you are mad and stupid.
I told you not to take enmity with these dangerous people.
How will we all survive?
I will be late.
Don't wait for me.
Then one day, they killed Daniyal.
They killed Daniyal.
We were not what you think we are.
We were very happy people.
Father was a successful man himself.
He used to watch law firms.
He was a very careful and successful man.
After this case, father also turned away from it.
He turned away from the world and came here.
Because father did not have the courage to see all this, to tolerate all this.
After Daniyal's death, everything was scattered.
Along with that, Asfi's happiness was also scattered.
Asfi is not the way he seems to be.
Asfi is very fun loving, very mischievous, very easy to laugh at.
He used to love Faryal a lot.
Who Faryal?
Faryal was our cousin.
He used to love Asfi a lot.
Asfi was very stubborn and did not get engaged to him.
And they say that when such an incident happens, one finds out about one's fate.
Faryal also left him.
Why did he leave him?
Because he thought that the allegations against Daniyal were true.
Asfi has changed completely.
Those days and today, Asfi has not even touched the guitar.
He has not even sung a song.
Asfi has changed a lot.
Come.
Greetings.
I am Dr. Asfanyar.
This is Dr. Zubia.
Come in.
Come.
He used to love Faryal a lot.
Those days and today, Asfi has not even touched the guitar.
We will have to get him blood tested again.
Asfi has changed a lot.
We will have to get him blood tested again.
Okay.
Thank you.
Are you feeling well?
Yes.
If there is an issue, you can share it with me.
No.
There is nothing like that.
There is no issue, sir.
Why don't you join the hospital?
We need nutritionists.
You can join the hospital as if it is your service.
People here really don't know what kind of food they should or shouldn't eat.
They don't even stop eating salt in PPI.
They eat food that is smooth.
You are right.
Saim!
Hello?
When he fell down, I thought he fell down with a lot of force.
But when I checked…
What happened, daughter?
Son.
Son, check him properly.
Lie down, Saim.
You lie down.
Doctor doesn't take this at all.
Bend, Saim.
Asfi, there is no need to do x-ray or x-ray.
Uncle, one second.
I will just check him.
Are you in pain?
No.
I think you need an x-ray, right?
No, no.
I was talking to you over the phone.
So when he went back, he climbed up from here
and he dropped the vase and took it with him and dropped it.
So the vase broke apart but he got a little scratch here.
Thank God.
I will go and give him a charity.
Hello?
How?
From where?
Okay, I am coming.
I am coming.
Okay.
What happened?
From where did it fall?
It is quite small, what happened?
Asfi, there is no need to worry.
I was actually talking to Zubia over here.
and he climbed up, his voice fell down and he also fell down with him
I didn't get hurt that much, I just hurt my glass a little
Is it fine?
Yes, it's absolutely fine
Then why were you crying so much on the phone?
Yes, I'm also surprised
I just want uncle Asfi on the phone
Uncle Asfi is here, now tell me what you have done
You have given tension to everyone
You say that I'm a superman, right?
Supermen don't cry, they don't even get scared
Right?
Bye bye Manu
Bye?
You changed the party, bye
Suddenly you have become a batman
Uncle, my mobile
What will you do with the phone?
I will play a game
If you didn't get hurt, I wouldn't have given it to you
Look, take this money and buy two sheep for a good price
And one in Madrasa and one in a poor neighborhood
Look, do all this work in front of yourself, okay?
Now go
Why are you getting so worried?
Come, Saim is sitting inside, he is playing games on his mobile
You know, even if something happens to Saim, he can't tolerate you
I'm not letting you go anywhere like this
Look, have dinner with us today
Please Geeti, you also make him understand
I told you that I'm not going anywhere
I'm not going anywhere after dinner
I will feel so good if you will have dinner with us
Okay fine, I will have dinner with you
Mom, you have never stopped me with so much love
Hey dear, you can have some more, Rihani
No uncle, this is enough
Hey, this much?
Doctors' jobs are very difficult and you people should take care of your diet and health
Okay?
And our Geeti has cooked food
I like the food she cooks
In fact, her tea is also very delicious
Thank you mom
This is the food for sure
I have made the vegetables, especially for you
If you have made it, then you must have kept the accounts
You will have to eat it
Well said
In fact, Geeti also tells me and Lubna all the time that how much more to eat
Hmm
Absolutely
Her blood pressure, my sugar, her cholesterol, all these things she has kept under control only through her diet
You will see Dr. Zubia that how much benefit it is to have a nutritionist at home
But our hospital should also have the benefit of such knowledge
Isn't it uncle?
Hmm
Now what can I say in this regard?
Geeti doesn't have to make this decision
Hmm?
You are right
By the way, I have insisted on sister-in-law a lot but she doesn't listen to anyone
Why not?
By the way, you should think about this
You should come to the hospital for a few hours
You should think of it as a service if you don't have a good job
We will think about it, we will definitely think about it
You first have your food
And tell me how did you like it?
It was very delicious
Hmm, did you eat it properly?
Yes uncle
I am very sorry to hear about your parents
And if you are upset or homesick, then come to our house
By the way, you have become a very good friend with sister-in-law Geeti
Geeti is very nice
I like spending time with her
In fact, your whole family is very nice
Uncle, auntie, they are very sweet
This means that you should keep meeting them
By the way, I don't come to our house very often
So, there is no need to come to our house because of me
Because of you?
There is no such thing
That's what I have heard
By the way, I hope that by coming to my house suddenly today
You don't think that how will this Chinges Khan come?
What are you saying? I don't understand anything
I don't understand
What are you talking about?
That Chinges Khan is called by the name of Hitler
You used to scold me a lot in the beginning
That's why
I still scold you a lot
Hmm, but now I am used to hearing your scolding
Dr. Haroon says that it is very important to have patience in a person to work under you
Really?
Yes
That means that all the doctors sit with me and help me
Enough, enough
I am tired
Sometimes I feel like the road should not end
Good night
You are Asfand's mother
You pray to God for the happiness of her life
God has heard your prayers
I like Zubia
After talking to her I realize that she has a good family background
Now you find out more from Kati
She was telling me that her parents have died
And that her aunt is the head of the family
And find out about Zubia's family
Yes, I will do that Asfand
I am very happy
But I am thinking that even if I meet her aunt and she agrees
She likes us too
We like her too
But will Asfi agree?
This is a matter of the future
You find out about your aunt from Kati
God will make it better
God willing, God willing
I can't find my aunt
I never thought Sultana would be in this situation
You think her aunt is 와
How much did she know about Kati?
She knows it from childhood
She will believe you
This is great
I have told you before
You as well
Yes.
Doctor, what has happened to him?
Congratulations.
Your wish has been fulfilled.
You are going to be a generous mother.
What?
You are a generous mother, my daughter.
And you, thank God.
Now you have to take care of her not as her mother in law but as her mother in law.
My child, a mother in law is also a mother in law.
You are right.
It is all about a mother in law.
Take good care of her.
Goodbye.
Come my child.
Do you know Hajusta?
Hajusta, the sister-in-law of Rustam?
Yes, the same.
Yes.
She came for a check-up today, she is pregnant.
Yes.
She was very happy after hearing the news.
I have never seen her so happy before.
But her husband is a very cruel and cruel man.
Yes.
I didn't understand what happiness she would be happy after giving birth to a child of such a man.
She was saying that there must be a relation that belongs to me.
Yes.
When her mother-in-law came to know that she is pregnant,
she was very happy.
She promised me that she would take good care of her
and that her husband would also refuse to kill her.
This is your achievement, Zubia.
I think these people will change.
Dr. Asifa.
Yes.
Do you have five minutes?
Yes.
I want to do a case-test of the patient.
I wanted your opinion.
Okay, let's go.
I will see you.
She is a cancer patient.
Do you want to have tea?
Yes, make it for me.
Just give me half a cup, don't give me too much.
Okay.
And how much sugar?
One spoon.
Some people are so weird, aren't they?
They give you so much importance one day and
they behave the way you don't exist in their life the next day.
Whom are you talking about by the way?
No one's nature.
I am talking about you.
Whom are you talking about by the way?
No one's nature.
I was just sharing a general observation.
Is everything okay?
Did the doctors scold you again today?
No, everything is fine.
Today was a very hectic routine.
So many patients.
Asfi?
Yes?
Where am I?
Are you ready?
I am ready.
I was just responding to an email.
Why are you so ready?
Today is Saturday, Saim has a holiday.
I don't even go to leave Saim so ready.
I am going to the hospital with you.
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